Blessings in disguise

After a night of Passion with my husband I'm reminded that here is one more thing I CAN enjoy without fear of Hell sex! Sex with my husband. Check, one sin I don't have to worry about. It's not premarital its not an affair, its legal. Like realizing hey I woke up this morning yes! How often do we down plan the good in our lives? Shot out to the married individuals. To my single people don't worry hang in there, Gods grace and mercy is great!

Entertainment or not

What's so entertaining about what can or should never be? If the bored housewife finds watching the bored tv housewife have an affair entertaining, or the husband find the series about the ruthless power hungry man entertaining, why wouldn't an individual interested in murder and death find sex movies entertaining, or the kid who is tired of being bullied find the remake of columbine interesting and now has something to study. Yes it is our job to guard what we watch as well as our children. But what about the mental health status of a person before they turn on the tv? Did the egg or the chicken come first?

Entertainment or not

What's so entertaining about what can or should never be? If the bored housewife finds watching the bored tv housewife have an affair entertaining, or the husband find the series about the ruthless power hungry man entertaining, why wouldn't an individual interested in murder and death find sex movies entertaining, or the kid who is tired of being bullied find the remake of columbine interesting and now has something to study. Yes it is our job to guard what we watch as well as our children. But what about the mental health status of a person before they turn on the tv? Did the egg or the chicken come first?

Its funny how life turns out, you think you know something and you find out you don’t. Nothing is ever what it seems. Everything is constantly changing. Either because what you know is a lie or it has already changed. Sometimes it feels like our emotions are trying to catch up to the ramification of what has just occurred.

How do you give up on life when you can’t really check out? It’s a tough question and it’s even harder for a “good” person.  How do you hurt without hurting? How do you stay good but get to do bad?  Is there any relief for a person who is just sick and tired. A person who needs to escape before they explode? Well I’m going to figure it out because I am that person. For years now I have been exhausted, but more so now. Well I guess I shouldn’t say that because I can’t seem to think of any other time but now. It's like i"m waiting for my life to begin or maybe end, only in a good way of course. I mean if the most i'll ever be is who I am then technically aint i simply waiting for the end? I say that because some people feel that statement may sound like a cry for help. NO PEOPLE I"M NOT WANTING IT TO ALL END, but since i plan to make it to heaven, it's not bad to think about.

Good morning

f i try to turn the other check to others as if im better or more together. Without realizing whom i may be slapping in the face. Food for thought.

Ive decided to kill people with kindness today. Not just people who are being mean to me but also to the people who usually irritates me. How rude it would be i